So his name is Safwan. I met him in February 2014 at my workplace. At first, I thought that he was 19 or 20 like that in age but I was wrong, he's freaking 22 and it doesn't suit his personality at all but sometime yeah but rarely. I thought that he has so much limit to socialize with me so I decide to be close with Syuk, at that time I had no crush and only left to stalk my ex-crush to fill my empty feelings and out of boring-ness, so I made him as my crush.
After few weeks I try to get to know him, he was nice and helpful but sometimes because of his attitude of being nice, he got stepped on by others and he always be bullied by others. I always warned him not to follow other people's demand/help too much, but he said 'I want them to owe me not me owe them', I can say this guy is kinda annoying much because he being nice with others except me. One day, he stepped on my foot purposely with his utmost strength, I was taken aback, I cried for hours, I hit and pulled his hair till I feel satisfied. When the shop that we work at already closed, we have to wait for our cashier to finish their calculation to check out, so while that, I sit at the back of the counter being all sad and disappoint on how Syuk's joke has become serious. Then there Safwan persuade me to calm down and smile for him coz he love it when I smile the most, he does not say it to my face because at that time I was too ashamed to show my red face to my friends, instead he message me. I really think it's cute, I mean waayyyy too cute when a guy try to persuade me.
Since that, I become more closer to Safwan than Syuk because I don't want a very harsh joke from Syuk anymore so I ignore him a lot but still okay with him, it just I don't want to get hit by him again. I made Safwan turns into my best friend, I don't know why he starts being so caring about me since that things happened. Slowly I had a crush on him so did he. We both didn't know our feelings towards each other at that time.
One day, he asked me out to dinner, I asked him if he's gonna bring Syuk because we three always hang out together after work. He said that he invite Syuk. Later, when I was all ready to meet those two guys, by driving a car I went to the meeting place before we go to the undecided restaurant. When I arrived, I only saw Safwan standing next to his motorcycle. I said to him that I can't ride that night because its too dangerous after I heard one of my cliques almost got robbed when she's on his way to home. So, he decide to drive my car to go to the restaurant, I asked him about Syuk, he said Syuk is not coming coz he had some issues. I was like ok then.
When we arrived at the restaurant, we ordered our food and stuff, I asked him again why the hell Syuk suddenly not coming, but then he said that he purposely didn't invite Syuk so that I can tell him why I being sad at that day. He said that he knows I won't tell him the story if Syuk was there. I was like 'do I need to tell u about that? seriously' in my mind. After we went back home, I keep thinking why the hell he only asked me out despite Syuk are really not coming. I mean like he can cancel it right? Thus, he NEVER go out with girls. Only him and a girl? NEVER. That is why I feel shocked.