Crush, for the third time I fall for you. I wonder why, it was you before him. I was a bit taken aback seeing how you act after I told you I had a crush on someone before you became my crush. I didn't know what is wrong with you, its not like you're having a crush on me since you said you had a crush on that 'GIRL' anyway. I noticed that sometimes you were like giving hints to me but you know I just don't want to believe it because you said you're having crush on her. I don't want to be 'SS' though.
Lately, you become a bit like the old you. The one that give the sweetest smile. I've been longing for that. How I miss getting a special treat from you. I still remember you said "Dayah comellah" last year, you believe or not that's how you make me fall for you back then but then I know my friends having a crush on you too thus you have a girlfriend also that time so after a few weeks, I moved on without having much sweet memories when I had a crush on you.
You said you were sad when your crush has a crush. I was surprise and it makes me rewind back at the time I told you, I had a crush on him. If you really have a crush on me, I was seriously not gonna tell you at that time because I really didn't know. I didn't mean to hurt you though but if you don't have any significant feelings, I'm sorry because I just kind of thought about that. It just because I used to fall for you so that kind of playful mind, I still had it.
I was really sad when we're fighting before without knowing the reason why. You just got all mad when I just want to make up with you though I know I had the wrong way to do so. It just I crave for your attention. The only guy who treat me like a girl and makes me feel special has turned into someone who fulls with anger and became someone who's hateful.
My friend told me that one day you unintentionally call someone by my name and covered it up by saying you miss me. You don't how excited I get hearing that. All sorts of clue for what you did makes me jump into conclusion that you really had a crush on me too. I just want to wait till one day you confess to me because I really really want to hear that.
Oh by the way, you're getting handsome day by day. Sorry for the flaw I have, I just couldn't cover it up but if you're mine, I will try really hard to be prettier and skinnier so you will eventually fall for me deeply. It just that I love you that much.