Bestfriends and me.

Well, both Zati and I still single but luckily Fazira isn't. She always spend times alone and I can hardly find times to spend time with her so I'm glad there would be someone in my place when I wasn't there for her. His name is Haziq, I call him mashoo because it is his username in twitter. Saje je nk pggil pelik2 but never mind bout that, it just that he pissed me off by unfollowed me just because I backed up ling. Eh suka hatilah, she's my friend and of course I'm on her back. Now that you two has get back together, please stay happy and may last forever.

I don't worry bout Zati much because she had style that could make guys fall for her. She has a good character too and the way she talk could melt every guy's heart. There's one guy that has wasted his chance to be with this girl and I really don't like how he played with her heart. I just hope that you'll get your lesson for treating this girl like a game. I know you're a gamer but please ah wey she's a human for god sake, she has feelings. I really hope she will find a guy that will take care of her like she's his everything and I hope she will eventually fall for that kind of guy because I think she deserves that.

Lastly, me myself had nothing much to say, just keep on living with having a crush who never intend to have a relationship with me anyway. It's been 4 years I have been single since my first date got ruined by my first boyfriend who is really really damn cruel. I don't really like to tell how is he actually but I can say that he is really the useless guy I ever met. I never felt this regret of loving someone who don't deserve mine. I am still waiting for a guy who could accept me the way I am. I have a lot of flaws that I can barely understand my ex why he didn't accept how my looks is. Even 4 years has passed, nothing change. I'm still, this fat, dark skin, not elegant, and etc. There is something deep in my heart says that one day there is a guy who'll change me from inside to outside and my world's gonna be all about him and that guy is my future husband which I don't know when will I meet him anyway. *long sigh*

I just wonder, "did anyone ever fall for someone like me?" because I want to ask what is my real specialty of making that someone fall for me because I need a strength to keep thinking positive things.