Truth is..

Recent topic :

My day of the month has showing its warn for me to be prepare by hurting my back like hell. I can't even tunduk for 30 degrees even when I sit I had to properly bend myself over slowly. It hurts like my backbone gonna break anytime soon if I keep bending. Oh ya, forgot to tell ya, I already work from 8th Feb till now and at first I had a bit of hard time adjusting to new friends but after a few days like that, I became close with them especially Shukri, even though Fina pun aku rapat but because of Ali keep following her all day, I can't get close to her much so I keep bothering this 'Shukri' of all sorts of things, people might misunderstand I like him or whatsoever that related to that but seriously I'm really comfortable with him just like my close friend like that. Then, there is one guy name 'Wan' and they keep calling him 'Pak Ustaz' because he studied at STAM ( Sijil Tinggi Agama Malaysia ) like that la and his studies strives for religion like that.

Whatever it is I really hope I can work longer there and get close to them and also could save up lots of money for my trip to Bandung this April for 6 days if I'm not mistake. I want to shopping for Hari Raya earlier there coz at that time we'll be there right before the month of Ramadan which is good for us coz kat sane kain murah-2.

Daily topic :

I always stalked this one guy, my ex crush, starts with capital 'I', I don't know why, I just like to stalk him from before even though I had like another guy. His tweet is very interesting and kind of cool for me. He's nice and very considerate but I hate him for being all flirty, that's it. He keeps giving people false hope and I really think he should repent by now coz what if like on of those girls who put her hopes high on him, what if his daughter get in the same situation? Is he still gonna hv all fun like he did to the girls, I bet nope.

 However he's great and absolute perfect to be my close friend, if can.

E.T.C. :

I want to experience the relationship of dating. Not like before, my desire has been decrease but if someone who does love me wholeheartedly why not try, right?..

Even though I know I have flaws that everyone can understand why I had no boyfriend.